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this makes me giggle [Dec. 5th, 2004|12:22 pm]
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Love and Sex With Your Friends by dannygrl0129
Username
Sex
Favorite Color
Love of your life:burn_likethesun
Best sex of your life:iint0xicated
Will make you come 1000 times:seanmoransucks
Will break your heart:dsposblepopstar
Best Kisser:hellflame3000
Best cuddler:dsposblepopstar
You secretly dream of:seanmoransucks
But this person dreams of you:iint0xicated
Will handcuff you and screw you silly:burn_likethesun
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i miss you </3 [Oct. 26th, 2004|05:34 pm]
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[mood |depressedkill me now]
[music |isnt it obvious?]

the irony of this song with today is unbearble

I realize I'm dead I'm fucked in the head I'm not living without you.
My life is a game my life is a shame I'm not living without you.
My lifes alone my life is alone I'm not living without you.
You're bleeding me you're bleeding me you're bleeding me.
You're bleeding.
I realize I'm dead I'm fucked in the head I'm not living without you.
My life is a game my life is a shame I'm not living without you.
This heart has been choked and my life is a joke and I'm not living without you.
My life is alone my life is alone I'm not living without you.
You're bleeding me you're bleeding me you're bleeding me.
You're bleeding...
You! You've taken all from me.
What I have to see.
What I cannot be inside you.
My love my god my love bleeding me.
What's this?
What's this? I can't live.
I realize im dead I'm fucked in the head.
I'm not living without you.
My life is a game my life is a shame.
I'm not living without you.
This heart is a joke and my life has been choked.
And I'm not living without you.
And my life is a game my life is a shame.
I'm not living without you.
You're bleeding me you're bleeding me you're bleeding me.
You're bleeding... You!
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meh [Oct. 24th, 2004|07:58 pm]
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so things have been okay. as known, hungout with jake on sat. then with joey today. twas fun i guess. ive been crying alot latley. i miss kyle so much. he dosent seem to care either. but thats okay...i guess. that lil bitch has been commenting on my lj you know, i was indifferent to alan, but know, with that shit, just reminds me how much bullshit is involved. *sigh* im going to a concert on thurs and meeting this kid. it shall be fun. and im gonna go to see slayer with courtney. she has backstage passes. so it will rock.
<3
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eep. clowns X_x [Oct. 17th, 2004|09:56 am]
dsposblepopstar
[mood |amusedamused]
[music |when worlds collide-Powerman5000]

so i went to mels party last nite. it was really fun. we roasted random things..okay cc did, and i broke a mailbox.....hehe....and jake stole one of cozzys shoes and one of mine. bastard. we looked all over for those thismorning. I HATE YOU! GR!!!! AND I HATE YOUR AWAY MESSAGE TELLING ME YOU STOLE THEM!! and yea. we talked about that damn clown story adn i got scared and had to sleep in the middle of the couch so a clown couldnt get me. lol. erin and liz are my protectors!!! hehe. and hm....i dont know............it was a fun night. and we have most of it recorded thanks to erin. yay!!


<3
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i rock you. lets face it [Oct. 14th, 2004|07:19 pm]
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[mood |embarrassedembarrassed]

okay kiddies...this just proves how much of a fox i really am! lol

okay i went to applebees with my cousin, parents, bro and his gf. on my way to the bathroom i noticed this uber sexy guy..like.....hottest boy ive seen in awhile sitting by the bathrooms. so on my way back he looks up (hes reading) and i smile at him and keep walking. well right before i get to my table i look over cuz i can still see him, and he smiles at me...and then i walk into the low hanging lights attached to the ceiling and fall over.

needless to say...i rock
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before homecomming pics [Oct. 8th, 2004|07:33 pm]
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ill put the rest up later. after scaring you all with my urglyness....... my job here is done XD
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X_x just like that [Oct. 6th, 2004|04:43 pm]
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[mood |angryangry]

went to school. first period was fun. jake, kelly, matt, sandra, and i walked to the construction zone to take pics of each other. lets say "mezz get in the hole" is a term that now haunts me. and then we went down the creek and i fell in..cuz i rock. i was all hyper and playing on rocks and running around. then we got out early. i met up with pants and courtney and we walked down the trail. courtney was waiting by the entrace/exit of the parking lot for matt and some guys drove by and made the lil cross across their chests and waved a bible at us..then screamed shit. *shakes head* how i loath the immature. then we went to dairy queen and got lunch. yay for pant's discounts!! lol. then we went to the graveyard and hungout there for awhile. it was nice. then we went to pant's house and hungout. omg her room is so messy its hillarious. we ripped some pics up and shtuff. then finally courtney escorted me to the school and we hungout before drivers ed.

i went to drivers ed. i took my final driving test. got a B cuz i was speeding. i rock. then my mom picked me up and bitched me out. fucking whore. i hate her.


i miss you. </3
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(no subject) [Oct. 5th, 2004|06:14 pm]
dsposblepopstar
[mood |restlessrestless]
[music |other side-red hot chilli peppers]

so ya.....things are okie i gues....ive been getting really down latley. i cant eat..but i make myself because as people at lunch so kindly put it "if you dont eat youll become nothing..even more than you already are" go me and my smallness? tomorrow im going to courtneys house (shit i still need to tell my mom) and we are going to peice our nipples cuz we rock. and we didnt do it on sat cuz she was in a bad mood (NEVER let anyone in a bad mood peirce things on you..especialy something as hurty..) and i was really drowsey on some headache meds (once again, a DONT on peircing. operating heavy machinery is okay tho). and ya. ive been reading all night. its easier than sitting and thinking about things, like im doing now. cuz lemme tell you its not fun. my grandma mite be coming up on fri. which kinda ruins my plans to dye my hair. im thinking i liked it when it was black/blue with the fushia streaks. that was fun. my friend from indianapolis mite come up this weekend.. so if i hangout with him that will be fun. this song is so..perfect for the moment Last time I talked to you, you were lonely and out of place. You were looking down on me, lost out in space. Laid underneath the stars, strung out and feeling brave. Watch the red orange glow, watch them float away. Down here in the atmosphere, garbage and city lights, you gotta save your tired soul, you gotta save our lives. Turn on the radio, to find you on satellite, I'm waiting for the sky to fall, I'm waiting for a sign. All we are is all so far. You're falling back to me, the star that I can't see. I know you're out there, somewhere out there. You're falling out of reach, defying gravity, I know you're out there, somewhere out there. Hope you remember me, when you're homesick and need a change. I miss your purple hair, I miss the way you taste. I know you'll come back someday, on a bed of nails I wait. I'm praying that you don't burn out, or fade away. All we are is all so far You're falling back to me, the star that I can't see. I know you're out there, somewhere out there. You're falling out of reach, defying gravity, I know you're out there, somewhere out there. You're falling back to me, the star that I can't see. I know you're out there, oh. You're falling out of reach, defying gravity.... I know you're out there, somewhere out there. You're falling back to me, the star that I can't see. I know you're out there, somewhere out there. You're falling out of reach, defying gravity, I know you're out there, somewhere out there. You're falling back to me. Well I know, I know. You're falling out of reach. I know...
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meep [Sep. 23rd, 2004|06:25 pm]
dsposblepopstar
[mood |draineddrained]
[music |hellophone]

doot. do today was um eventful? istep sucked......baking was hillarious that class is my favorite!! then after drivers ed (oh it sucks) my mom and brian picked me up and we went to the mall. omg. it was so funny. they were like...fighting, not seriously but he was trying to piss her off. and we has talking about how he bought boxers at goodwill and now he has herpies. XD and i burnt my mouth on pizza two days ago and he said that its not cuz of the pizza, its cuz i have aids in my mouth. *shakes head* loser. hes gonna be on the announcments tomorrow..so..um...look forward to that.

at the mall we went to express for mens to get brians homecomming clothes, and i got my dress. its kinda weird. but thats why i like it. its like a light green and has a black mesh over it and its vintage looking. woot!! lol my mom got pissed cuz i was wearing two diferent socks with huge holes in them and she was like "why dont u have matching sox? blah blah blah" loser.

now im on the phone with courney. she rocks me. were prolly gonna go to broadripple on saturday. *^^* yay!!

kyle hasnt called yet. he prolly found someone else. *cries*
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my neck hurts so fucking bad!!! [Sep. 19th, 2004|09:05 am]
dsposblepopstar
[mood |anxiousanxious]
[music |candyman-aqua]

yesterday rocked me. nick came over and we played super smash. then matt, nick, andy, and i went to meijer to buy ryan a present cuz its his b-day, ...so..we bought a cheese log that weighed 13lbs and costed $80. lol we rock. ryan loved it tho. then i plaed more super smash with nick then kyle picked me up. *^^* yay! we went to walmart cuz we were bored and we got cotton candy! yay! then we picked up kurt, and went back to their house. we sat around a bon fire and theres this frosh neighbor kid who was talking to me and was like,

"when kyle leaves can i hangout with you?"
me-"how do u know where i hangout?"
him-"you hangout at the second pillar infron of the audatorium in the morning, and then at the pole by the mountain dew machine in the afternoon"

omg! crazy stalker fuck! i dont even know where im going most of the time. gah! lol. but then kyle and i went downstairs and listened to music and hungout. lol. i gave him two huge ass hickeys on his neck. lol. and he gave me a few, but i made them go away with my magikal mezz powers and some foundation. lol.

then this morning i went to god and one of the kids luke was with on fri (not kota but andrew i think) was there! lol. and we hungout at church..cuz we roll like that. lol. and ya. brian was talking about how he ran over a dog. *shakes head * my bros stupid! lol.

today im gonna hangout with kyle cuz i <3 him and today might be the last time i get to hangout with him cuz he leaves me on wed....and i still havnt talked to him about what i needed to talk to him about. im such a wuss.
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